I have been doubting our relationship quite a lot lately. I wonder what makes you think that it's okay to take me and my kindness for granted.  I am slowly getting tired of this; the amount of patience and feelings that I used to have for you is depreciating day by day. I still post pictures of us on Facebook and tweet about you, fooling myself and everyone else to believe that I still give a good amount of shit about our relationship. But deep down I know it is not true. So do people who know me.